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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

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Monday, July 26, 2004

yesterday was in conference with jian and jeremy till[i think] about 1 something. well so strange right. we have many things to talk about ya. hehes. (: and thus, today's feeling gloomy cuz... I'm Too Tired..!! forget it. have to start my day in school ma. took lrt today, don't feel like taking bus norhs. and then at phoenix i saw many ppp members + eileen and janice. then at first wait one.. but scared late, so i went to school first, cuz they still have to wait fer jinli and kh..
Lessons as per normal. our tests starting from today, the whole week ar.. haiz.. [sian 3/4] the chinese test i never even study lor.. cuz i forgot , or maybe i don't know i also don't know.. keke^^ never mind lars. on the spot morning read some only. don't will get A anort.. hope so. (: during maths. oh my god, i forgot how ms lim taught me to do the maths sums [ direct proportion ] then she started teaching [reverse proportion] and i learnt. thus knowing how to do the direct proportion ya. hehe so happy wor. must practice arhs.. recess ate [Breadtalk] fish floss.. *yummy* it was nice.. i'm loving it.. (:

Had English test. it was like so boring till the whole class wanted to fall asleep ya. and, me & eileen fell asleep. the passage is too boring lo.. she more worst ar.. hahas.. starting sleep le.. i did halfway then want to sleep like that. so i quickly finish and lied on the table.. ZzzZzz really fell asleep. when ms waheeda woke us up. i was like blur blur like that de orhs. keke^^ went to D & T lab. Doing practical today. hope mr koh don't lor soh so much.. *phew* he only talked abit. and we started on our work. the machines were funn.. especially the buffing machine.. hahs victor kept playing like that..then made me so much dust sia.. >.<>.<>KNS.. delete my testimonial delete LORS.. so what..? you say sorry i also very angry hors.. this time you made me angry till very cham this time i tell you..! KNS.
haiz stop talking about him.. makes me puke with fiery anger.. want to go down cc anort lehs..? i think i don't want liaos.. later see that person bu shuang sia.. >.< 26 July 04. gonna take a nap soon cuz too tired le.. luckily today no homework except fer chem ar.. *phew* *cough* wah suddenly gort something stuck in my throat like that.. want to cough out sia...
to be cont'd (:

s.hi h.ui 5.11pm 26 July 04

Monday, July 26, 2004
alone* in the rain;

[ .w i s h i n g fo r. ]
good grades | ~~straighter & thinner hair~~
study psychology
watch the sunrise with my love | more pink stuffs
more chocs | continue on my piano
more cutie stuffs
shopping spree in hk | new hp
world peace | lesser orphans
sum1 to acc me to see a whole field of lavender flowers!! | acc me to watch fireworks
to get jolin's concert tix | go to the beach at night fer a walk
Happy always (:

I am an idealist. Everything i picture is perfect. i lurve pink too.
I'm different. I dare not think about what will happen cos I believe that somethings meant to be, will be.
i'm nort interested in having
any relationships now.. i'm always slacking. But I am not immune to the winds of change either.
My previous relationship ended because of some differences.
But a part of me still wonders what might have happened if we had decided to stick it out.
When I mentioned this to friends,
some said this brought up another probable cause for so many short-lived relationships:
the burgeoning independence of the modern-day woman. My emotional nature and intellectual powers,
i knew them jolly well.. When i have to put up with mean and hateful people,
i would just think of them as sandpaper,
they may scratch me, rub me the wrong way, but eventually you will end up with smooth and polished.
and fer the sandpaper, its just going to be worn out and ugly. I like being pampered
and i'm a shoppaholic. I hate ma lazee cells & i want to spice up ma life.
Through the contemplation of things.... the on-goings in my life... the things that put me through...
the pressure, the stress I had to deal with ... was kinda tormenting for me. There's school to worry bout' ...
it hasn't been smooth sailing... there's ma social life... the infinity of complications.
that's mae. that's lim.shi.hui ...